Good Old War - My Own Sinking Ship
Alex and I saw The Grey lastnight and let me tell you, that movie is extremely sad. Wonderful, but hit me where it hurts hahh.
After we went back to his place and drank a little with everyone and I played with legos.
Didn’t want to get out of bed at all today to go to work
Lastnight made up for my crappy boring weekend.
i love when I say I like a band
then someone always says “you were [insert dramatically young age year] when [album by artist] came out”
who
cares
oh
my
gosh
Someone said this to me the other day about Blink 182, hahaha. Even though I’ve been listening to them since I was like 8 because of my brother.
SERIOUSLY! Why should it matter how old I am when I start liking a band? People are so dumb
I miss having a best friend around all the time. I miss staying up all night and having that person I could call if I was in trouble. I miss planning for our future together once I graduated. I miss having someone I could tell every little detail of my thoughts to and vise versa. I miss not ever feeling lonely because you were there. I miss your parents house and your trampoline and playing mario kart all night. I miss going to our spot in palmer park and just talking about our lives. I miss watching you bawl to fox and the hound, I miss going around the round about 14 times for my 14th birthday, and same for my 15th and so on. I miss you. Fuck.
I miss being included in someones life like that, all I’ve ever wanted for the past three years is a friendship like that back. I can’t fucking find it and never will. Ever since we’ve been apart I’ve been so fucking lonely, trying everything to fill up the space in my heart that is empty, but I just can’t.
I just want to get the fuck out of here and never have to see any of you people ever again.
